Tuesday, June 30, 2009

I bought a car, turned out to be a robot alien. Who Knew?

It was a glorified commercial for Chevy (please help us in this faltering economy..although the green car was kinda cute. I'd still perfer the Camaro but thats cause of the first movie).

Also a glorified commercial for the ARMY. (but damn, it would be wicked cool to fly a jet one day)

Oh and my impression is that the American's truely feel they are above the rest of the world. in fact they own us all. Because aliens invading and hiding in China (and Ultimately battling it out in EGYPT is a threat on our national security.) They own the air, the water and the land. Someone forgot to send the rest of the world the memo....)

Stupid: They mentioned Obama as the president.

Supider: apparently college is full of drop dead insanely hot chicks who only want get in your pants (they'll even screw education)

I wonder why? The movie was no longer aimed at kids anymore? There was a huge increase in the cursing, slang and sexual inuendo. I was tempted to cover my 10 year old's eyes at one point!

Awesome: 1. Bumblebee kicks serious ass!
2. The massive decepticon was sweeet
3. I really would love to see Egypt and the pryamids now due to the amazing camera work and views.

HOT: Josh Duhamel having a bigger role.

Eye Candy: MEGAN FOX is even hotter in this one. Gotta love the slow mo running scene with explosions in the background.

In conclusion: It seemed to have paid continued homage to the Transformers series. It leaves room for a 3rd movie. The movie was full of action and comedy to keep you hooked from the opening scene. It was fun to watch, made ya think and ultimately fun for typical little boys! I say go see it.

Monday, June 29, 2009

The way you make me feel....

He may have been strange. odd. it don't matter if you're Black or White. you are weird.

But you can't deny the creativity. the talent. the voice. the moves. the power. his ability to bring the world to their knees. Or better yet, cause the world to stop because of a rumored death. BAM. So fast. so sudden. so shocking. yet was it really that shocking? nah. More like unexpected. At least now.

I look back at jacko the wacko. i mean look at him. look back through the years. He went from a really nice looking young man to a not so bad looking semi-white guy with awesome hair to Whoa! what happened to you? Personality disorder? I think so. and sadly the money to change that man in the mirror.

Lets look past that into the man. I personally don't believe the molestation charges. I don't believe that he was fully an adult. He was eternally a boy. Trapped by stardom and was never taught how to live, to love, to manage wealth. and as a result he crumbled. I believe he was a great dad to his kids. I finally saw a picture of them and maybe they are his. They have some color to them and brown eyes...it is possible afterall!! I really hope his kids will survive this and know what kind of man their dad was...how famous and inspirational he was...that they will carry on his legacy. Its a shame he can't be there for them anymore :(

He was part of my childhood. My mom introduced his music to me when I was a baby. I am an admitted fan. always have been. I always was happy to hear certain songs of his. I remember the first time I saw Thriller. I remember the early 90's phase, even the premiere of Remember the Time. I also remember "Fat" uh by Weird Al. He'll live forever through his music. Our grandkids will know who he was. An icon never dies.

I have not shed a tear. I will not. I will just moonwalk through my kitchen next time. Who will dance on the floor in the round

now I've had my say.

Friday, June 19, 2009

intelligence is not for the weak minded

I am frustrated by the lack of simple intelligence that surrounds me on a daily basis. Most of it revolves around common sense. I feel at times, I am the only one who has this trait.

However, I do not want to venture into that topic just yet. (I feel rather fatigued and for that reason alone, I am lacking the simple intelligence to write something intelligent). Ok, I will now replace intelligence with "smart". I am so smart! S.M.R.T (Homer J. Simpson).

I am feeling rather discouraged lately. Everything is boring me. I am unmotivated lately and rather upset about that. It's a very strange place to be. In between figuring out who I am and not knowing who I am. The worst part seems to be all the people standing in my way! I won't offer specifics of who but it makes the seeking more difficult.

first off, I am not enjoying work. I made a list today at work, after the talk given to me by the uppers. (and I must say, I NEED MORE GUTS TO SPEAK MY MIND INSTEAD OF JUST BENDING OVER AND TAKING IT)

Here is how I feel:

-Unmotivated (due to lots going on?)
-Unsatisfied
-Too little time in the day
-fatigue (caffiene is my friend and enemy)
-want to read/study/learn but keep getting shut down at work. grrr (my job require knowledge and understanding...mgmt don't get it)
-being forgetful lately
-feel unappreciated/unrecoginized...as in NO Thank-you, no pats on the back, ect. But when I make a mistake, it sure is noticed.
-not sure who I am or what i want anymore
-bored
-no friends at work. I have acouple people i talk to but is there more?
-not doing what I want
-money issues- work to pay bills then am left with zip

yea so thats it. me this week. I am not be pessimistic, but I am hating this sudden negativity.

oh there is no second today. just the first. the first is everything.

I think I'll quit my job and go back to school where intelligence is strong, respected and admired. In a year. for now I'll just keeping taking it in ways I don't enjoy. Then I can say "screw you guys, I'm going home" (Cartman)

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Welcome to my nightmare

Within this dreamscape is a zone of blackness. Dedicated to me. In this tale there are stories of despair, happiness, motherhood, the quest to be alone (and oddly succeeding at it), lonliness, and anger. More optimistic with a dose of realism (strange combo I know).

Get a taste of the reality that is my job: it is gross...and what I do is gross (literally). The day to day grind can be tough and can be extremely cool.

Indulge in my mind....creative mind, the one that is silly and the one that is serious. Controversal at times, but hey it's only my opinion.

We could laugh alittle. Cry a little. Throw our fists in the air and yell a little!

Its for those few who care and those who don't...and I doubt they'll read it. So thanks for caring.