Hello and Thank-you!
I finished spending 10 beautiful days in paradise. A time filled with adventure, relaxation and tasty food. I wrote alot. Self reflected in pursuit of figuring out what I am to do and how, and who I am again. But lack of computer did not allow me to share my thoughts on here on a daily basis. So I figured I would copy what I wrote on the plane home.
Aug. 24, 2009 approx 11pm
On the last plane home. Home. Where the buffalo roam...To the place of chaos, greed and disintegration. How sad. I guess we all can't live in the lap of luxury forever. So here we go again. And I still don't know. Will I ever know? What if certain people are just manifesting issues for me? Making me think they exist when really it's just me. Who I am. A girl on the rollercoaster of live surviving the curses of age, tragedy, blessings and ultimately me. It can't be all fun and games.
So I shall just live as best as I can. Take it as it comes, make mistakes, learn lessons, fall in love (or out), raise my boy (and maybe others?) to be a wonderful adult, travel more, get educated beyond what I already have. To Accept and Learn to love myself for I am who I am and so far, that's not bad!
Some very intriguing deep thoughts there. Alas, I'm pretty sure there is no place around here where the buffalo still roam. Somedays I think that people exist when it's really just me too. Every now and again a person has to get off the roller-coaster of life and go to the cotton-candy-concession-booth of life.
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